Dreamer's Dillemma

Never has it been easy to decide... be it the expectations one has with life or the lack of expectations, or for that matter making a career move or whether or not to chase a dream, or which dream to chase if at all. Although it has been free falling till now with some concerns attached on & off, in pieces, every now & then but its been kinda something for which there's nothing much to write home about. But i'm not writing about it anyways....

Somewhere deep inside i feel a lack of communication within & with myself. I feel as if i haven't spoken with myself for a long time & somehow it seems there's so much to be shared & talked about with myself. There's somekind of obstacle or an uneasiness which has slowly but surely crept in, & everytime i realise this its again difficult. To decide what to do, may be this time i know that i need to spend some time with myself, just that. I'll wait till it happens or rather when I do make it happen... Meanwhile its just one of the dilemmas i just got over with, but there are lot many more waiting for me to take notice... Dream on for now...